I'm leaving my home in Portland, Oregon to visit family in eastern Tennessee. My family needs help. I'm in the airport now, waiting for my first flight.
The airport was different this time with a fancy wooden dome over the entry area, and wooden chandeliers and whatnot. They're promoting Oregon as a tree farm. They're also promoting Portland by having Portland themed everything on display, and lots of Portland-based businesses selling their wares.
The TSA screening was also different this time. Different baskets, different conveyors, different everything. I'm glad we don't have to take out our computers anymore.
The thing that stood out the most was the pat-down I received after going through the x-ray machine. I have two replaced hips, which are visible on x-ray. Instead of noting the joint replacements, the machine flagged me as possibly carrying something dangerous in the upper thigh area, and I got my butt and thighs quite well examined by a gloved woman. You'd think that with the modern technology of x-rays they could avoid having to get so physically intimate with customers. It was not pleasurable.
On Tuesday this week I attended the opening lecture of a lecture series hosted by the nonprofit organization Portland Literary Arts. I had little idea what to expect. The speaker was someone I hadn't heard of, or at least didn't remember, but I will remember him now. The name is George Packer. He was a staff writer for the New Yorker for a long time, and now is on staff writing for The Atlantic. He also has written some books and essays, largely about culture and politics.
I was impressed. He was there to promote his latest book, Our Man, which is about the controversial diplomate Richard Holbrook and the old America that he symbolizes. The new America is something different. Packer understands the changes in our culture better than most and I fully intend to seek out his writing in the future. I have probably read him in the past but the name did not stick in my head.
Our Man is written in an unusual style for a biography. Rather than being overfull of dates and details, it is told in narrative style by a fictional narrator who is older than the author. The narrator was "there" for the whole story, and tells it in a style that the author repeated calls "a yarn". I'm sure it will be a good read, and I will read it as soon as the demand for it at the library goes down a bit.
The book that he wrote in 2013 is called The Unwinding and it is about the cultural shifts that led to the election of Trump--except that at the time nobody knew it would lead there. It is on my reading list. The NY Times says it explains why Trump was elected. For many of us that bears some thought.
When Packer first took the stage he looked up at the audience in the Schnitzer auditorium and he said that Portland is not the biggest city, but it was the biggest crowd. The auditorium is huge and a beauty. It holds 2,500 people, and it was full. After his talk he took out his phone and photographed the crowd from his view on the stage.
Portland, Oregon is an interesting place, full of many highly educated individuals who dearly want to save the world. They share Packer's sadness and fear about the changes that have come to our country and our politics in the last 20 years. The patterns of applause during the Q&A period at the end reveal the overall agreement of this crowd with Packer's assessment of what is happening because of Trump. His answer to the question about Syria (after the Trump-licensed Turkish bombing of the Kurds) made the situation more clear to me than months of reading in the Times.
Packer recommended three books to read (not his own) at the end of the talk. I put them all on my library list but the one that really excites me is more current. It is called Intellectuals and Race, by Thomas Sowell. Amazon says it is an inclusive critique of the intellectual's destructive role in shaping ideas about race in America. Other sources talk about how much ruckus this book has raised. Intellectuals don't like to be criticised but in this day and age, they need to respond to criticism rather than dismissing it.
I would say that the ivory tower has made some missteps in shaping ideas about sexuality and gender, too. I have been subject to some pretty strong progressive brainwashing in this town and witnessed it being misused to shame and alienate. We would do well to pay attention to George Packer and other thoughtful people in the future as we try to find a way out of the stalemate we are in culturally and politically. Our democracy is on its way toward failure and if we care about this experiment enough to continue it, we need to find a way that we can talk across the rather deep divisions.
I didn't mean to have anything to do with the protests in PDX yesterday but by accident I visited the fringe. I worked until 1pm and then I went into SE PDX for an appointment. My appointment was on Morrison, just a block east of the bridge. When I parked at 1:15pm, the first oddity I saw was two large trucks loaded to the gills with PDX cops dressed out in riot gear. The trucks are set up such that the police can stand around the edges of the back and hang on, and when the truck stops they all step off. They had helmets with face guards and a large assortment of weapons. There appeared to be a medic on each truck.
There was a helicopter hovering overhead, and another helicopter roaming. Soon two more truckloads of police came by my parking spot. I got out of my vehicle and walked around. There were drunken white tourists coming out of a bar. They climbed onto one of those big bicycle carts and rowdied off down the street. Then a crowd of black and camo-clad men sauntered by, wearing masks and armor and carrying medieval looking weapons. There was at least one woman with them. They were scary, intentionally so. I think they were anti-fa. They appeared to simply be making their presence known. Two truckloads of riot police unloaded from their trucks and stood on the street corner. Another two truckloads of riot police came through behind the anti-fa after they left. I read this morning that Rump is talking about treating the anti-fa as another terrorist org. I don't think so. Their goal is not violence. Their goal is to be there and intervene in bigoted violence when the cops aren't around. I am grateful, frankly, that there are local citizens willing to step in and stop white supremacists from hurting/killing for their "cause". I'm not about to risk my own neck.
I walked around the area for a while because I was early to my appointment. I saw three very clean black suburbans slowly creeping through the blocks. I presume those were the feds behind bulletproof glass. Large ford trucks were arriving and parking in the area, and from each truck spilled four white men. They were mostly wearing polo shirts and blue jeans, and were mostly young to middle-aged and in good shape. They looked like they were ready for a brawl. Itching for a fight, maybe. I presume those were the so-called Proud Boys in spite of the fact that none were wearing black polos with yellow trim which is their uniform. That group is required to physically fight for their "western chauvinism" cause in order to reach the top level of membership. They are racist and misogynist and I was glad our local anti-fa and the cops were there ready to suppress their efforts to beat up gay and brown people.
I am proud of Portland with its bubble of relative safety for LGBT and brown people. Oregon doesn't have the finest of history in this regard, but at least now there are a lot of people willing to stick their necks out to stop hate.
Below are some of the links I visited on Saturday morning when trying to understand what is going on. I think McInnes and his crew will continue to come here because they get attention, and that is what they want. Attention and a fight. The PDX goal was to stop the fighting. After the protests the word was that they plan to return every month. It will be expensive for the city to continue to provide the kind of police presence that I saw.
I find it interesting that they call themselves boys. Oh yeah? Not men? So desperate to belong that they'll revert to boyhood? And proud of what, exactly? Their white skin? They had nothing to do with that, they were just born with it. Their tatoos? Their toughness? Not very proud of their independence I guess. Not too proud of their critical thinking or compassion. They may be proud but we are not proud of them.
The Proud Boys say they have an initiation process that has four stages and includes hazing. The first stage is a loyalty oath, on the order of "I’m a proud Western chauvinist, I refuse to apologize for creating the modern world"; the second is getting punched until the person recites pop culture trivia, such as the names of five breakfast cereals; the third is getting a tattoo and agreeing to not masturbate; and the fourth is getting into a major fight "for the cause."
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No one has applied for permits for today's protests
Randy Blazak is a PhD from Emory University with a specialty in hate crimes.Specifically he studied racist skinheads (he doesn't say just "skin heads" because you can shave your head without being a racist).He's a professor of sociology at PSU where his intro class is opening people's minds, and a professor of criminology at OU.
His talk for the Freedom From Religion Foundation on 1/15/18 was entitled "With Odin on Our Side; The Role of Religion in Right Wing Extremism."I didn't understand why he said Odin in the title until the end of the talk, but it has to do with the fact that an ancient Viking religion is being propagated in our prisons as a cover for white supremacist gangs.I'm going to take the information from his talk and put it in chronological order, and flesh it out with links to articles around the web, trying to make sense of the times.
At the end of his talk Blazak summarized that there are two profiles for violent haters; sociopaths, and lower level thinkers.Sociopaths, or more specifically people with antisocial personality disorder, have no qualms about injuring or killing others because they have no conscience.These are the people we need to imprison long-term.Lower level thinkers are simply regular folks who joined the cause because they were alone and needed to belong.They weren’t philosophical about it, they were simply vulnerable.These are the people that we need to help.
He spoke tonight at Portland State University, sponsored by the Oregonians for Science and Reason. The popular assumptions he challenged were the idea that fish fall from the sky because of waterspouts, swamp gasses cause lamplike lights, prevalent anti-government conspiracy theories, the reliability of polygraph testing and the Myers Briggs personality inventory, the Rohrshach ink blot test, the idea that we repress memories and that vitamin C helps with a cold, the usefulness of alternative medicine, the use of dowsing rods in Iraq to detect bombs, the dangers of nuclear meltdowns, and the origins of the Yeti. In general I agreed with him but I found his take to be simplistic. He says a lot of things that I don't believe, and is clearly quite biased. Don't listen to anyone, including Brian Dunning: do your own damn homework.
I understand that it is necessary to study up on things, figure out where your position must be, and then to move forward. I do it too. Sometimes things require re-study. Sometimes new information intrudes and require that the thoughtful person apply critical thinking a second time to update their opinions. This is where he appears to fall short. He is so busy producing a weekly podcast that he can't be bothered to rethink anything, he has to keep moving. He has a fine radio voice though, and 200,000K podcast subscribers if I am to believe what I am told.
Mind you, his science background is that of a computer scientist. That lady who wrote that pro-homeopathy book that is so popular at NUNM was also a computer scientist. I just want to say that a computer scientist is NOT A SCIENTIST. A computer scientist is a programmer, a person who is good at the most basic kind of logic. Logic is not science. Science involves the scientific method, and requires a whole different level of neutralization of all our natural cognitive biases than simply applying logic to make a program do what it is supposed to do. I'm getting pretty tired of being lectured to about science by so-called computer scientists.
I think my biggest beef with Dunning is his simplistic take on medicine. His opinion jives with all of that in the skeptical world which is that "alternative medicine has failed all tests" and that is why we call it alternative, and by extension I presume that he means that conventional medicine has passed all tests. This is utter nonsense. It is obvious that there is plenty of evidence that has bearing on human health that has not been integrated by conventional medicine, and that there is plenty of conventional medicine that is based on outdated notions that were never very scientific to start with. His worship of MD's and disparagement of herbs is an indication of his ignorance about medicine.
Then I had the bad luck to sit down between a retired MD and a retired nurse for a drink after the talk. The MD told me about his Catholic upbringing and his X many years in the "skeptical community". He asked me about vaccines and I told him I didn't agree with the ACIP schedule. Then he told me about his N=1 experience of getting hep B (because he was not vaccinated) and what a bad experience that was. I would have vaccinated him because he was a doctor working with needles but somehow he didn't get that done and had to learn the hard way. The RN told me that there is "science" that backs up the use of vaccines and that there is nothing I can say that will change her opinion in the least. There was ZERO opportunity to have a nuanced discussion about where we do and do not have evidence, which vaccines are effective and which are not, how we can obtain the best herd immunity when it really matters, and how we can protect the people most at risk. They had pegged me for a vaccine denier before I even said a word, based on the fact that I have an ND degree and license. These people, Dunning included, congratulate themselves on their critical thinking because they have debunked some popular assumptions for themselves, and then they take it no farther.
The truth is complex. Medicine is a work in progress. If we can take it to the level of talking about actual science, individual findings and studies about vaccines or vitamin C, then we will be able to talk. If we can talk, discuss new findings and figure out what to study next, we might be able to devise studies to answer the new questions and eventually to refine our evaluation and treatment approaches. If we can change those based on evidence, we can most likely improve outcomes.
I have HAD IT with being told that "the science says" WHATEVER by people who never actually read a study. Heck, they don't even read the abstracts or the summaries, they just parrot what they are told. It's like "Simon Says" more than science. Have you read a study about that in the last year? In the last decade?? Have you taken a CE course about vaccines? Or have you just lived inside that same damn bubble for the last 40 years. All you know is the news headlines, that vaccination rates are down and measles outbreaks are increasing? At least there's a little current events knowledge. That MD and that RN have worked in the field long enough to be brainwashed beyond any chance of critical thinking or new learning. Now they are retired and they don't even study on it any more. They just know what they know.
This is the problem. Medical professionals, and Dunning, your blind spots are getting bigger with each new study that comes out. And all you who think you know the truth about vaccines; how about read up on it a little bit rather than assuming that everyone who disagrees with conventional practice is an idiot. If we can't disagree and talk about it, then it will never get better.
I was registered and attempted to attend some of it. I have never been to this event before, and it was free for me because I work for the University that hosted it. The keynote talk was Friday night, and the speaker was intriguing and beautiful, but it was held in Radelet Hall which holds about 200 people, but has air exchange sufficient for about 20. When I went in the room was very warm already, and the talk was just beginning. The O2 content had to be low, because I immediately felt sleeply. Perhaps all those young brains can withstand a high CO2 environment for 2 hours to get the wisdom, but I cannot. The University should improve the ventilation systems for that space, as it has no windows to open and doors only on one side. It is stuffy even with a small crowd.
I hung out near the back door long enough to hear the theme of Ola Obasi's talk which was Deconstructing Reductionism. The theme continued to resonate from the entire gathering. I went to Paul Bergner's talk because his was a name that I have long heard in herbalist circles. I had no conscious expectation, but his appearance surprised me. Most famous herbalists are gaunt and woodsy looking, and he had a pot belly on a stocky frame and a collared shirt that made him look like a gas station attendant. Bergner was perhaps a little surprised at the turnout, for he was in a room that held 40 and there were 60 of us in there. I was stationed near the door because that is my rule when inside the academic building which is an old masonry structure that is likely to crumble in a quake. They're planning to replace it but that's years out.
Bergner talked a bit about how science is applied to herbal medicine. "A scientific trial is like a serial killer" he said, "because it kills the complexity of the herb." He said that all botanical science falls into one of two groups, 1. pharmaceutical companies prospecting for useful constituents, and 2. supplement manufacturers shoring up the plausibility of their formulations. In other words, the profit motive is always at hand. When Big Pharma finds a useful constituent, they extract or synthesize it and sell it as a drug. They are always looking for another blockbuster drug. When supplement companies conduct their own studies, they are usually trying to prove that one of their products works for a particular condition. In both groups the tendency is to bury negative results and exaggerate positive ones in order to generate sales and profits. It is no wonder that herbalists in general have a bad attitude about science when it is said to be reductionistic and corrupt.
What I hope that the herbalists will integrate is the fact that each one of those studies that does give us a result--this plant has that constituent which has such and such an effect--gives us an evidence base upon which we can build a case for herbal medicine. Sure, the studies are not done for our benefit. But we can learn from that and build upon it, even while keeping close the traditional knowledge upon which the studies are built. If we know from all that corrupt research that Scutellaria baicalensis lowers inflammation in the liver and the brain, awesome! We can use it for those purposes, and extrapolate that it might help with inflammation systemically. We can also remember all the indications for that herb in ancient Chinese and western eclectic traditions, and extrapolate beyond what the science says as to what the herb in its fullness (and not just one constituent) might do.
We need both. We need the subjective and the objective. Science does not have to be reductionistic. I suppose there are scientists that will say that everything is reducible to chemistry and physics. But there are just as many scientists who will tell you that we just don't know everything that is out there, and there could be surprises. The fact that we just don't know is not a rational reason to believe in nonsense, but it is a reason to stay humble and reject reductionism. Everything is more complex than we know. When we find out one detail about something through the scientific process, we know one tiny piece in a very big puzzle. Nobody knows how complicated things are better than scientists.
Berner's talk was officially about herbal pairings (and triplets). To him this means pairs of herbs with complimentary actions which he can see no contraindications for giving together, and no situations in which he would want one and not the other. One of the pairs he mentioned was dandelion and Oregon grape, aka taraxacum and mahonia. In general his pairings have a function so that he can grab that mixture off the shelf and add it to a more complex formulation, saving time in the formulation process.
I tried to go to a couple of other lectures but ended up walking out. One speaker's voice was practically sedating--though I imagine some in his audience might have been hypnotized. Social justice is a major theme for this group, and there was a lot of talk about finding our roots so that we could extract ourselves from the white supremacy paradigm. I imagine the goal would be to begin to operate as a conglomeration of cooperative and complimentary minorities; a modern civil society. I appreciate this message, and I do not need to sit through another 2 hour lecture in which someone recites their entire lineage and teaches us their family traditions. I am fully aware that there is great variety in human life. And I have been quite educted enough about the advantages I have in this society because of my pale skin tone and heterosexuality. Berate me no more, instead go out into the world and be awesome. Run for office and help us bring nuance back to government. Model your own kind of success.
After I left the lectures I went home and processed my own herbs. I learn more from handling the plants than I do from lay-level herbal lectures. It makes me appreciate the difference between CE and not. At least continuing education classes allow for the possibility that we might actually talk about how to treat a condition, because we have licenses that allow us to practice medicine. I believe I need to offer an herbal class, and I'm sorting out a topic. Probably herbs for the mind, perhaps herbs for the aging mind. The kiddos won't be interested yet but I'm interested.
Rating a recent dining experience at Si Senor on Hall in Beaverton:
Using the Arizona Girls Rating System for Mexican Restaurants
(one point available for each item on the list, bonus at our discretion)
1) Free hot crisp chips (0.50, they were prompt and crisp but not hot or homemade) 2) Two or more salsa choices, one of which should be spicy HOT (1.0 salsa delivered with chips was quite good, didn't ask for more, had plenty of sauce with my relleno) 3) Margarita with tequila and lime in it, no high fructose corn syrup (0.50 for containing tequila) 4) Food and plate temperature sizzling hot (.75 warm) 5) Menu: simple, fresh, authentic, not "creative" (1.0, this is Mexican food) 6) Good sauces/beans&rice/tortillas (.50, the sauces were good but the beans, rice and torts were meh same as the last place) 7) Good entrees (1.0 good options, lots of sauce) 8) Reasonable price (.25 overpriced along with most Mexican food places in this town) 9) Pleasant space, warmth, colors, lighting, smells, service, etc (1.0 busy but clean) 10) "Sopapilla o' tortilla?” (.25 they actually have sopapillas on the menu but they cost $8 and are served covered in cinnamon sugar with a scoop of vanilla, yuck, did not order) BONUS: House was packed and service good (+.25). Total score: 7.0, not bad for a Texas-sized business, someone's making good money.
Rating a recent dining experience at Maria Bonita on Hall in Beaverton: Using the Arizona Girls Rating System for Mexican Restaurants
(one point available for each item on the list, bonus at our discretion)
1) Free hot crisp chips (.50, they were prompt and crisp but not hot or homemade) 2) Two or more salsa choices, one of which should be spicy HOT (1.0 basic salsa delivered with chips was mild and OK, but three-salsa sampler delivered on request was excellent) 3) Margarita with tequila and lime in it, no high fructose corn syrup (.50, margs were OK but mixer was standard, orange was substituted for lime slice, and HFCS was definitely an ingredient) 4) Food and plate temperature sizzling hot (.75, warm, not hot) 5) Menu: simple, fresh, authentic, not "creative" (1.0, this is Mexican food) 6) Good sauces/beans&rice/tortillas (.50, the green chile and white sauce were good but the beans, rice and torts were meh) 7) Good entrees (1.0 good options, haven't tried their chile rellenos, yet) 8) Reasonable price (.50 overpriced along with most Mexican food places in this town) 9) Pleasant space, warmth, colors, lighting, smells, service, etc (1.0 decent enough) 10) "Sopapilla o' tortilla?” (0, nobody in Portland seems to offer sopapillas) BONUS: There were Mexicans eating there which is a good sign, (+.25). Total score: 8.0, pretty darn good, we will return.
Arizona Girls Rating System for Mexican Restaurants (one point available for each item on the list, bonus at our discretion)
1) Free hot crisp chips 2) Two or more salsa choices, one of which should be spicy HOT 3) Margarita with tequila and lime in it, no high fructose corn syrup 4) Food and plate temperature sizzling hot 5) Menu: simple, fresh, authentic, not "creative" 6) Good sauces/beans/tortillas 7) Good entrees 8) Reasonable price 9) Pleasant space, warmth, colors, lighting, smells, service, etc 10) "Sopapilla o' tortilla?” BONUS:
*Bringing this system back to the fore because I'm going out for Mexican tonight*. Back when Suzanne was here we struggled to find real Mexican food, but it is here, it just takes finding. It had to be here. There are lots of Mexicans here. My current and running favorite for its cheap and delicious tacos, roasted jalapenos, pickled carrots and sauteed onions is La Sirenita on Alberta.
I felt some loneliness the first week I was here. But now, no. I have enough acquaintances to not feel lonely. The landlady, Marie, speaks English and her bf is American. And her niece, Emma, also…
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