It's cloudy and I'm so grateful to have a second day off. It seems like a long time since I had two days in a row that I could spend mostly at home. I am going to Phoenix with C today, to get her computer fixed. We'll stop at a Trader Joe's too, though I don't need groceries. I have a freezer full of organic meat and berries, a drawer full of carrots and greens. I used to get cases of wine and cheese there, but I'm not consuming those now. Some of the finest things in life......wine and cheese. I miss them. Good thing I also like berries.
I felt amazing bad after three beers Friday night. I had a headache all day Saturday. My three beer limit is now reduce to two. I probably should drink none, but I'm unlikely to give anything up forever: I test the edges periodically. I am certain that part of my pain was because I mixed the barley wine from Flagstaff Brewing Company with the heffe "venom" from the Mogollon. The barley wine is strong, and the venom was milky. I don't know what makes beer milky, but I have heard that the beer there is served while it is still "raw". Their beer does taste somewhat sweeter than most other beers.
I wish I had started investing when I was a teenager. The years that I have been alive were some very good years to let your money grow for you in the stock market. The experts seem to be agreeing now that the long period of fast growth is coming to an end. I've been hedging already. I'm betting on the US economy falling, and on the poor getting poorer. I'm betting on the middle class buying more security fences and guns.
The Va Tech incident is being offered up as proof that we need better gun control. A young man with a history of mental illness had no problem getting a gun, and no problem bringing it onto a supposedly gun-free campus. Then because all the law abiding people on campus did not have a gun, no one could stop him. Just one armed student could have taken the guy out before he could kill so many. And perhaps they could have even taken him into custody without killing him, sparing that life as well.
Guns are out there. Lots of them. The government could try to take them back, but it would be impossible. We could ask people to hand them over, but they wouldn't. I find myself agreeing with the "powerful gun lobby" that "a well armed society is a polite society".
I find it mildly amusing that people assume that I am anti-gun. My parents are both democrats, and I have some communist and socialist leanings, but I am more libertarian, anarchist and pagan than any of that. There is not a party in our politics that represents me. The democrats and republicans are the same: corruptly supporting large corporations at the expense of the people. The greens are wilted. The libertarians are uncivilized, at least based on my lj experience. I would like to discover or create a party with the ideas of the libertarians but without the insults and snide attitude. I would like to see people begin to discuss the issues and arrive at solutions for each one without regard for affiliations. I would like to see compromise. I would like to see us mind our own business, as a nation. We may have the biggest gun, but that doesn't make us the deciders of right and wrong.
Since when is "intellectual" such a bad word, anyway? Why is it that fascist governments have to run out the intellectuals first? To me an intellectual is a person who can discuss ideas without being emotionally attached to them. Someone who can see all sides clearly. Someone who actually reads a book sometimes, with an interest in history, politics, science and religion. Marx expanded the meaning of the word to make it a class, the doctors, lawyers and scientists of a society. By his definition, this is where I belong.